-time's up-

date taken : 2007
location : moma, ny

090909.....that's today......the day like any other days in these 2 weeks of self inflicted pain....the only difference is...i realised that we have to choose how we live our lives....and i have chosen to be miserable, unreasonable and a pain in the ass....

then i read this simple forwarded email, one that i have seen a million times before, one that i sneered at how cheesy it is....

Life is short, break the rules, forgive sooner....
Maybe life is not the party that we were expecting, but in the mean time, we're here and we can still dance....

well....i am still here....i have 2 choices....to sulk and trap myself in my own deceptions....or to take a turn that will hurt so much now, but in the end save my soul from further grieve....
i am still confused, who isn't....but i think i can get there.....alone, but alive.....broken, but at the same time new.....

i hope the show is over....so i can go home....