do you care?

model: Jessica Galbusera
date taken : june 2009
location: Malgrate, Italy


who do you see when you look at me?
do you care for what's within?
be careful with my heart....
for that's all i have left.

lost and found

date taken : may 2009
location : varenna, italy
by: me


some recent works i had been doing....i guess it's somehow time to buck up and do something, be involved in something more similar with my life in Malaysia....this is the back page of the album cover i did for this band, a melancholic slow acoustic band, with strong female vocals....

their first demo, well, hope it'll be a blast....

this project i did in collaboration with another lost soul, who somehow managed to work with my many tantrums and mood swings....and this is the logo for works we will do together in the future.....well....hope he doesn't jumps off the bridge.....i know how hard it is to work with me....

this is the copyright - logo -

anguish

date taken : june 2009
by: me

-untitled-

date taken: june 2009


numb, just like the dead
cold and alone
for this is the pathway to hell....
i never believed in love,
will never do....
for i belong in hell....

-waves-

date taken: may 2009
by: me


craving for green
then i found them,
waves after waves...

-shadows-

date taken: may 2009
tuscany


a long lost memory...
today i yearn for you...
the shadows of my thoughts.

-what i did on sunday-

sunday- laziness is the culprit...
monday - regret for letting the culprit win...

as so that's what i did....
studying numerical figures....
figures took forms
and human figures were born...

sigh...and so, sunday said goodbye....

sketches by : me
photos by: me

-my postcard back home-

date taken : june 2009
by: me

somewhere over the rainbow,
summer took its toll...

i bit off more than i could chew

date taken : may 2009
tuscany

the photo said it all...

splash

date taken : june 2009
by: me

walking by,
a storm is approaching,
i realised how much i've missed
confined in my own world
how could i have mistaken the beauty
for sadness,
and the sadness
for poetry?

why can't i just see what's there
instead of trying so hard to search for its meanings?
like this continuous splashing....
why must it be like music to the ears?
it is just what it is.....
just be.

-motion sickness-

date taken: may 2009
by: me

as i stand against the winds,
a sudden revelation came to me
blurred visions...
undefined shapes...
nothing makes sense..
i am one.

looking back at you

this is me,
looking back at you....

-me, taken by me-

-intoxicated-

model : Rafaelle Cohen
taken by: me
may 2009


saw a photo in the recycle bin today....
thought it was worth saving.....

-an old friend-

photo taken: may 2009
by: me

dragons and dungeons,
scar tissues...
an old friend,
left forgotten....