how to stay in focus

at times like this, sometimes i just burst out laughing, sometimes into tears...
no longer able to comprehend....but i understand that i am in a state of insanity...
i guess when i can say that...i am pretty much still on the safe side, right?
all of us are insane in one way or another....anyway..

i have a few days to rush through some stuff....
but mind is blocked...
rebelling and screaming...
is it true that when you lock someone up for a long time
they lose their minds?
what if i've kept myself a prisoner too long...
what happens then?