Sunday 25 April 2010

-an odd sensation-

so far so good.....i can barely contain my excitement of being back in Italy again...the flight was perfect....all was great.....

weather is great and everything so colorful.....however....my body is reacting like its totally confused....suddenly cold, suddenly too hot....sigh...gonna get past this phase soon...

so this time around, i vowed to be completely touristy....to see everything with an open mind, and not feel like i will be around forever, so no hurry to capture the moment with my eyes or camera....God knows when i will be back again:(

its sweet to be back....however its only my second day back and i cant help but feel the odd sensation of incompetence....its always like this, why am i afraid to meet the eye of the lady who casts her suspicious glances from across the train? why do i feel like an invader? why do i feel ashamed when i cant reply questions? why do i fumble and panic when they check my i.d?

same old feeling of inferiority....but at the same time, enjoying being different....i would be lying if i say that i dont enjoy the curious looks and the harmless chatters from strangers.....

i meant to post some photos.....however realised that i cant find my card reader...well, will save that for later.....

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