-this time imperfect-afi

I cannot leave here, I cannot stay
Forever haunted, more than afraid
Asphyxiate on words I would say
I'm drawn to a blackened sky
As I turn blue

There are no flowers
No, not this time
There will be no angels
Gracing the lines
Just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile
But I'm too weak
I'd share with you
Could I only speak
Just how much this hurts me

I cannot stay here, I cannot leave
Just like all I loved
I'm make believe
Imagined heart, I disappear
Seems no one will appear here
And make me real

There are no flowers
No, not this time
There'll be no angels
Gracing the lines
Just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile
But I'm too weak
I'd share with you
Could I only speak
Just how much this hurts me

I'd tell you how it haunts me
I'd tell you how it haunts me
Cuts through my day
And sinks into my dreams
I'd tell you how it haunts me
Cuts through my day
And sinks into my dreams
You don't care that it haunts me

There are no flowers
No, not this time
There'll be no angels
Gracing the lines
Just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile
But I'm too weak
I'd share with you
Could I only speak
Just how much this hurts me
Just how much this hurts me
Just how much you...

we're so far away - mae

this beautiful used to make me really emotional...
today, it did it's magic again..that's what music is about...
it's not about what's good, what's bad, what's new, what's old..
it brings back memories, words that feel so close to our hearts...
as long as you feel that, that's good music, no matter how crappy it may seem...

my share for the day...

-i've got a secret-

date taken : july 2009


children,
they understand more than you and me
they know what matters more....do you?

-obsession-

date taken : june 2009




obsession...

Obsession to obsess...looking up at the dictionary, obsession is defined as a compulsive, often unreasonable idea or emotion. It hits me hard on the face, yes, indeed unreasonable i am, yes, indeed overly emotional i am. What's gotten into me? Today i felt this sense of loss so deep that i felt scared...like a piece of me had been chopped off. It's like an artist who treasures the beauty around him so intensively, and woke up one day with a color blindness. Or a dancer who is no longer able to understand the rhythm and beat of the music.... even a poet, who forgot how to read and write...

i cried, in fear....

-worn out-

date taken : april 2009
location : Milan, Italy

- worn out -
stop for a moment
to look at the faces around you
see how weary she is
how life has worn her out
there is a stubborn willfulness
a struggle to not give in
so there she was,
if only you would give a damn...

-adopt me-

date taken : april 2009
location : Milan, Italy

found this cute photo today....taken from the Saloni Mobile this year in Milan, the design week which showcased the up and coming designs and of course designers. Some were strange, some cool, this one, cute...

This photo was taken inside the showcase of Domestic (www.domestic.fr), i love the graphics, especially the funky wall drawings and simple elements introduced that make spatial functions a more pleasant one...somehow i like the way each and every design seemed rather personal, seemed customised for each different kind of user....(well, maybe especially for more chic and trendy styles) - for i don't think it has a classical breath to its style....

well...a refreshing start for the day...

-peace-

date taken : june 2009

a peaceful place
for silent thoughts
a sensation so blissful
for the restless soul